But thats changing. Not me, but what is understood about me – 295.30 is now the ‘small but violent subsect’ of schizophrenia. Suggested also is that I am an angry person, and I have a 50/50 chance of being a drug abuser. That I am prone to sudden rage.

These are such horrible things to say, when in the same breath we are said to have false ideas of persecution and grandiose delusions about government or secret agencies after us and monitoring us. Nobody seems to have the understanding that we have been dehumanized and sensationalized by news and media because its ratings to see the worst sufferers of schizophrenia on their worst days, especially if they do not have their own systems in place to do what we are told we need to do – deny that our reality is real or should effect anyone else. That we must act as functional parts of a society in a world that exists but is not ours, and we shouldn’t tell anyone about our disease. We shouldn’t talk about it because people are afraid of us still. When we slip up, we can’t tell the truth we just have to try harder. This is our ‘compromise’ and we are now seeing education and knowledge getting rolled backwards, fear and ‘saftey’ on part of the family’s effected by ‘this horrible disease’ gives us a further unfair compromise that I bet we are going to be told to be quiet about and not tell anybody just as we have, only we’re going to hear that Mental Hygiene Arrests are not ‘arrests per se’ because ‘we aren’t being charged with a crime’ (little quote from north carolina health official on what the police should say to us). Its too bad we are gullible and agreeable in order to combat our paranoia. When a police officer has stripped you of the liberty to leave you are under arrest. You have lost your rights and your freedom, you are under the control of the opinions of the police officer. The other prong of that fork is that we aren’t being charged with a crime – anyone spent jail time before? I did for ‘arson’ which was a completley falsified charge and I had to get people outside of jail to take pictures of said arson site to show the judge there was no arson no damage and no manipulation of said property. Thankfully it was dropped to a misdemeanor crime against property. There are a lot of people in jail, waiting to either be charged or let free. I met a man myself who had been in for 18 months but they had yet to charge him with something they seized from him the day of his arrest. Apparently, evidence was missing and without evidence, its hard to hold a case up against a hired lawyer. So this gentleman had been in jail without a charge for more than a year.

I hope we don’t go the way of the prison state and the worlds largest incarceration company in the world. We don’t do well stacked 3 in a cell and forced to do labor for no money with a bunch of people, some who actually are violent. When police bully us, we can cave in and give up our rights out of fear and intimidation the police are trained to use. If the police and the people believe us to be violent, angry, and have random outbursts of rage, to be manipulative, have no emotions, what do you think will happen when we find ourselves in jail? Restraints, for we are diagnosed as dangerous? Solitary, because we are manipulative?

I guess we may find out, and if we can, we will tell you about it, but if we can successfully silence tens and thousands of peaceful protesters united in our prisons for better chances at rehabilitation and simple things like non-fatty/starchy foods with nutrition, a stop to inhumanly long solitary confinement sentences, and acknowledgment that the prison makes profit off of them while also punishing them for having the items that they sold them, and also taking it upon themselves to assist in further day to day punishment of incarcerated. If we can completely blind the people to the massive movement in prisons around the world up to and including our country, then we can certainly add a few more to the void, especially if it gets homeless off the streets and helps ‘protect families’ from our steriotype.